idk anymore i really really dk like.... dont get me wrong, i love my relatives but holy hell do i hate meeting them? i mean, i do aware that i gained weight, i do aware that i am fat, i do aware that i am goddamn ugly no one will ever fucking love me ever I BLOODY HELL DO AWARE OF THOSE SO I DONT BLOODY NEED A FUCKING CONSTANT REMINDER?
i already do feel guilty enough eating. yes. i feel guilty eating. but i still do eat. i tried to starve myself but i failed lol i get cranky when im hungry but yeah idk
yall not gonna understand anything anyway so bye.