i tend to overthink everything. biasa bila i tak anxious apa-2, i okay. tapi sometimes it keep reminding me to think the possibilities of everything. i taknak jadi a failure. i want to be accepted by the people that i love and care about. i nak fulfill mama and ayah's expectation. i nak diorang rasa "wow that's my daughter ". but..... i know i can't. i just can't. i'm no maisarah nor aishah. i pemalas gila dah la tak reti kemas bilik/ rumah.. i am nothing? i often tell people to fuck what others think of you but i can't seem to do it the same for me. not for the person i love and care atleast.
tyler said that we're all battling fear and this is my everyday battle. to not be a failure and to make mama ayah proud.
peace will win and fear will løse.
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