so i think this blog is so angst and stressful bc biasanya datang rant bila mood swing and nak period and i rant things that i choose to not show them and no way in hell i am dare to rant them irl lol.
so... since there's so much to say and idk where to start so pls lemme just rant abt insecurities. tau tak apa rasa when your bestfriends semua cantik? i mean, rly rly rly cantik so damn cantik wow kababomb but yeah takkan lah nak puji macam tu depan diorang hell no lol. and faham tak apa rasa when ppl around you are damn smart and have the confidence level of mount everest (jk but u got my point) and they can do presentations or speaking test or just speak up for anything easily like "cakap jelah apa susah" nooo gal IT IS DAMN SUSAH Y'KNOW! wow dont let me start w my english skills. i wish i can speak fluently and doesn't look like i'm trying damn hard yet i'm still bad at it UGHHH!! and i really wish i can susun ayat properly and put things into words and i really really really really want to inspire ppl around but how can i do that when i cant even put simple things into words. wow sometimes (tbh its actually most of the times) i feel like a trash and useless and a piece of shit and you know what? i still do and you know what's worse? i cant do anything.
ugh hhhHHhH!!!!¡! (to be continued tonight bc malas nak type dah)
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