will there be any difference? will people miss me when i'm gone?
i really wish to have enough money to book a random flight to go far away from here. to take a break from life. to see if anyone care? nah who am i kidding, they won't.
suicide is not the answer. it's a sin i know that but holy hell do i ever think about it? ending life seems easier than anything but nauzubillah i'm afraid of allah's wrath. i hope tyler's right. peace will win fear will lose. i hope i'm not my only friend. for today i'll stay alive. i'll rethink tomorrow when tomorrow is today.
twenty one pilots, you save me again. your music saves me. thank you very much. thank you allah for saving me.