let it go

Assalamualaikum wbt.

biasa blog mesti tengah emo mood swing tak sedih nak marah je kan keje lelz nahh not this time.

nak cerita pasal "torture week" but so lazy so nahhh. cuma nak cakap pm semua comel tapi yela comel jela bukan minat. alah few of them sebaya je dgn i kot tapi biar la. tapi sorang ni ei haha ala mesti ramai je suka.

so long story short;

saw a cute akhi
me: *astaghfirullah conceal!*

the cute akhi smiles
me: *astaghfirullah dont feel!!*

the cute akhi tegur
me: *astaghfirullah put on a show! make one wrong move and everyone will know!*

the cute akhi: panas ke?
me: *flustered and suddenly dont know how to talk*
me: nak pin tudung
me: *OMG WTH YANA! AND NOW THEY KNOW!!!!*

ugh that akhi must either be freaked out like oh god wtf this kid is so weird or tak dengar pun apa i mengarut tiba tiba bc dia just nak basa basi idek. let it go yanapls. tapi jarang i nak perasan tapi aci tak this time i nak perasan macam betul dia tgk i? dah tak ingat la tapi few times jugak kot. and espescially malam penutup paling ingat. or that's just the way he is? lol yanapls wake up. *tengok cermin.* beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder and i find myself pretty but not others so ok can i marry me?

oh yea, i like the way he can ulas simple things yang memang common fact yang memang orang tahu but bruh, manusia kan pelupa thats why we need tazkirah and the style dia touch sensitive subject tu pandai. pesanan last pun he mentioned both girls and boys (but sebut girls jugak dulu and i was like mehhh tapi dia pesan jugak dekat boys so ok la.) oh there's another one akhi pun ok jugak. dia yang in charge sesi tazkirah untuk yang period and pegh ni i respect la ilmu dia. i like his style jugak. yang ni payah sikit nak explain tapi memang respect la dia. the way he tazkirah and still respect yang christian religion (bc non muslim pun duduk sekali dengan yang period time orang lain solat) pastu dia kait kisah kisah dengan christian jugak tapi tak lepas garis yang sepatutnya. respect la. malas nak explain panjang sebab kalau explain tak habis lol.

so conclusion, yang comel ramai (semua kot?? idk??) tapi i bukan asal comel minat asal good looking minat lol no tapi yang berilmu dengan kena style baru jalan hehe.

weh tau la esok kelas pukul 2 tapi over tau tak tidur lagi ni. bye! pen off :)